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Jason Richards' Extreme Family Survival Pack free ebooks download in PDF format. It’s been quite a bit of time since I was actually actively dating. Sure, P and I had “date nights”, but that’s not the same. At all. At the end of those nights, I knew we were going to our home together. I didn’t have to worry about whether or not he was going to ask me out again because we were married. He didn’t have much of a choice. Okay, well I suppose we know that he thought a bit differently about that, but let’s not get sidetracked. The point is that there wasn’t a ton of anxiety and fear of rejection wrapped up in those dates. It was simple. And fun. It was easy. It’s not easy anymore. Now I spend hours worrying about what to wear and whether or not the humidity is going to wreck my hair. I worry about what the other person will think about the things I say or the sarcasm that I use frequently. But before I can even worry about those things, I have to go through the process of even meeting someone worthy of a date. (Yes, I said worthy. I am allowed to have standards.) There is so much pressure with dating, yet it’s unavoidable if I don’t want to spend the rest of my days solo. I remember driving to Florida on Spring Break with my friend Sarah a couple of years ago and telling her that I was meant to be married. I believed it then and I believe it now. So, I date. Because, yes, I want to be married again. Over the past two years I have gone on some good dates, some bad dates, and some boring dates. I have met some awesome men who have turned into friends and some men who I would rather forget. I’ve made the mistake, at times, of comparing other men to P. That’s unfair, I know. And I’ve also made the mistake of giving unworthy men too many chances. It’s been a learning process. But here’s one of the greatest lessons I have learned. I’ve learned to be honest. I don’t mean that I was lying to men. I just wasn’t being open. I wasn’t being true to who I am . So, I started being honest. And it’s been rewarding. Visit this link to download Extreme Family Survival.
