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Shit man, shit man shit man shit man

Well, shit man and shit man shit man shit man.  What a lonely day that can happen and you turn to all the fancy shit you pay for and not even the hundred dollars you pay a month can coax anyone to try and come in contact with you.  Not even all the money you poured into the shiny keys and LED screen can make anyone mail you unless they have a bill THEY want you to pay and once again its all about the money and how you want it and you better believe they want it but there only seems to be less and less and the stress and stress 

 

and anddd

 

strap something to your arm and read all the numbers your body emits and you better believe they're too high or too this and way too that and those two words when they're together make you cringe along with the numbers.  It all comes back to the less and less and up goes the stress along with its stress and there's dis and eu, meaning one's good and bad and good always hang out together and some people say balance and make it sound like it's how you're supposed to be living but I wouldn't mind hobbling or being lopsided sometimes.

 

Cause then I'd know, ya know?

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Bill

The kid got the mail because it was something to do and found a bill that he'd never seen before and it wasn't in an envelope and it wasn't sugarcoated and pleasing for anyone that had to pay it.  It was pragmatic and lifeless.

 

It was from the water treatment plant, the sewage bill and that's when the boy understood that everytime he flushed the toilet, all of those frivolous, some of those frivolous flushes cost money.

 

It was when the boy went to get a pop tart and saw that his fathered save a quarter of a pop tart even though it wasn't the name brand pop tarts and it was an economy sized box that the boy thought about being frugal.  The boy thought about all of the shits he'd taken over the years and how you can't even shit for free.  He considered not even flushing when he pissed from now on, or every third of the time because the drugs made everything different including how things smelled and he didn't need any reminders from the toilet that he had problems.

 

The kid looked at the bill and saw the total...69 and his mind went elsewhere...

 

The kid thought about when he used to go to the bathroom just so he could be alone and not cry when his parents were at the dinner table and things didn't feel the same and how he'd let out his loudest sob when he flushed the toilet and the whole time he was crying he'd try and time everything right and now he knew that those tears weren't free and maybe his mom moved out because of all the times he'd cried.

 

The kid thought about all the stupid times he'd pulled it and yanked it and summoned his lineage juices and flushed all of those potential kids.  Before he'd thought about, besides the tissues and lotion and soap and shampoo and lubricants gone in vain it was free entertainment.  He'd always appreciated this practice in a misogynistic way because dangling just below his belly button and between his knees was something highly entertaining to him and at any time he could activiate this apparatus and receive joy from it--that---was-----free.

 

This made the kid hate the way everyone wants money from anywhere they can get it but nobody wants to give it to them and the kid thought instead of a father's day present he'd pay the sewage bill so he'd be able to sleep better at night instead of justifying his insomnia with masturbation.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Cat girl mongo nachos and the penis teeth buzzo buzz a luzz

I was at the festival and my friends went to see a band that said bad words I didn't want to hear so I sat on the outside and away from the crowd and I must've looked sad when she saw me.

 

She came up and said one word and she kissed me and it was on her tongue.  "We can't slow down" she said and she took my hand and when I stood I saw seven major colors and the blue dot and they swirled around me and I felt hot and I knew that I was on the one that needed the water in me but it would come if we needed it because she and I were one now.

 

She took me and my hand which fell off once or twice and if it was time to part I'd be okay with everything if it meant she needed it and we heard a band play I've never heard before but there was more to it than something new and I knew that I'd heard it in a dream but a dream from my head.  I saw the singer and the way he he moved with what he had made felt complete and he and I shared a moment that this was something we'd both been waiting for.

 

When she held my hand, she took me all throughout the crowd and all I heard was a symphony of conversation and decrescendo of apathay and a small chorus of togetherness and that's what I focused on.  

 

We left that crowd and went all the way across the field and every step I took I landed on another planet where another element dwelled and was required and I saw all eight different universes where I could've been and I saw the little girl who's dream we're all in.  

 

That little girl grew up and she was the one holding my hand.  She took me back to her tent and it got dark out and we kissed and we fleshed and I fell asleep with her in my arms.

 

I woke up and my friends got me and we went to see the band I'd been waiting to see.

 

 

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